《Animal Communication，What’s Next？》[Part One, A Slight Confusion of Animal Communication]I have been accompanied by dogs since young.When I was 19, I started raising my first dog, and he’s “Xiao Ke”As time went by, he’s 14 years old reaching the age of “leaving anytime”.I have a very good friend asked me “Are you prepared for Xiao Ke’s age?” and did not ask only once.I remembered that I was in silence after that, as I knew I was not ready for it yet because I was afraid.
“I want to know what happened to him? Why is he not eating? Is he not feeling well?”“Why is he not listening to instructions to not simply pee-ing around? He obviously knew where to pee…”“Is there anything he wants to do? Wants to eat? Or anything to improve?”“I love him very much, does he love me? Anything he wants to tell me?”
I was fortunate to know Xiao Ke’s thought through teacher Yvonne from the questions above.Animal communication is really amazing.[I want to learn!][If I mastered animal communication, I can communicate with Xiao Ke! Then I’ll be able to know immediately what he wants!… He is aged, and I have to be more carefully in taking care of him….] silently thinking. The thought circled in my mind.So, I started waiting for the class enrollment day…….
Eight months later, teacher’s class was opened for registration and I was the sixth who applied, woohoo!I then turned to ask my husband: “Do you want to enroll? We can go to class together!”He considered for 3 seconds and replied calmly: “Okay!” Registration form filled and submitted.After two days, I got a reply saying: “ Sorry, your soul phase is not ready at the moment”What?!“Soul Phase”? What does it mean? I don’t understand!I told my husband about the reply, telling him how disappointed I was.He was playing his phone beside me, and said: “But I passed!”Why!!!!! Does this made sense!?
When my husband was attending beginner course, every time he came back after class, I asked him: “Can you communicate with Xiao Ke? What did you both say?”I was so naive to think that he’s able to communicate with Xiao Ke right after class.“I need time to practice!”, said my husband.“Alright alright alright, you practice with Xiao Ke everyday when you’re back! Talk to him more often!” I replied, and was thinking: I have patience, and I’m willing to give him time to practice.“Okay, I’m going to do my homework!” Husband said without turning back and left, then locked himself in a room to do cleansing.
Not long after, my husband began his 4-weekend intermediate course, but halfway through he had to withdraw himself from class to travel back hometown due to some family issues .And we then came to deal with the death of Xiao Ke due to chronic renal failure.It was really a big joke.“Sigh, Xiao Ke! I was the one who wanted to communicate with you the most! I haven’t even went for class, haven’t even communicated with you! How could you just leave like this!!!!” It was really unacceptable.Fortunately, I felt much peace of mind with the company of teacher Yvonne throughout the settlement of my companion animal’s death.I never mind if Xiao Ke’s ashes was placed at home because I Iove him, but after he’d left for days, my husband and I woke up early in the morning and buried his ashes underneath the bush located in Xiao Ke’s favourite park, asking the Mother Earth to help take care of Xiao Ke, I easily picked up a bloomed pink flower at a side that has fallen off, gently placed on top of the soil, blessing his soul to transform smoothly and go freely, and everything to be fine.I did not let go the idea of learning animal communication after Xiao Ke was gone.I started looking for new family members and found two charming boys, and officially started my animal communication beginner course journey.
[Part Two, Besides Cleansing It’s Still Cleansing]It was my first encounter for all beginner level’s content, I have to break down to steps and think thorough every step imagining myself sitting in a triangular cone, very hard, to think that I was on it.Everyone has own obstacles/blockage to eliminate. And, it’s even more difficult if you can’t notice what you’re stuck at.Some course mates shared in class about being able to receive messages, images, and hear things; I personally did not think I have received anything after beginner course, and I felt like a muggle. Animal Communication was so far away from me.
Intermediate level, to me, it was more like hell.But I did not know why I wanted to pursue further because I was indeed frustrated over the failure after beginner level. Most probably was because: I don’t give up easily, furthermore I begged my husband to accompany me to the intermediate level course.During this level, every weekend was shocking to me. I was happy entering the classroom and cried heading home.My first met with my inner child, by right it should seemed to be something wonderful! I was imagining my inner child saying “Hi!”Ah uh, Nope!!!My inner child was hiding from me, and said I locked her in a dark room, disallowing her to come out, so she’s afraid of me, not even wanting to get close to me, not at all!I was so sad, I broke down crying, non-stop crying.So I realised this was how I treated myself, not loving myself at all, and not willing to face my own pain, but instead just hid them thinking everything was fine without acknowledging them.Eventually, with teacher’s assistance, I managed to gently hold my inner child’s frightened shivering hand, and mine shivered too due to sadness.Then, another strike attack when there was an exchange exercise in class, my mind was blank, no messages received at all, I was struggling and couldn’t help but to said: “ I don’t think I receive any messages.” By looking at the companion animal’s photo, I apologised and thanked the companion animal for willingly letting my to practice, then cleansed the insensible connection.I completed the intermediate level course, was completely defeated.
I took a review at myself.I thought about it, it must be “foundation/base” that I did not do well, so I decided to stabilise my foundation by seriously practicing bellow breathing method, at least 500 times a day, always got exhausted and fell asleep leaning against the wall, and suddenly got awakened to continue on source healing. Same goes for knock knock, knocked till asleep and continued knocking after awake.This continued for a awhile.And I noticed my surroundings had somehow changed. The most obvious change was my job. As I have to answer customers service calls, basically complaint calls, half of the customers called in and will first made noise to release anger. These emotions were then unintentionally but directly absorbed to myself. At that moment, I thought of the four words from zero-limitation and kept on cleansing. As a result, customer said :” I’m sorry miss, I know it’s not your problem, and thank you for being patiently listening so much, please help to convey my comments”, then hung up the phone, as if nothing had happened.Also, I have realised my body had some changes, although there’s not much difference in body weight, but my face tend to be less swollen during photo takings. Continuous practice on bellow breathing, I felt that i’m more energised than before at work.These were all because of the flowing of clogged energy and emotions!Besides, I discovered that my husband’s source healing duration was shorter than mine, he went to bed right after the short source healing .I really doubt whether he really did cleanse seriously! I asked him:” how do you do your source healing? Is the sequence the same as taught in class? Like firstly imagine you’re in the gold triangular pyramid, flow down… flow up”, I said, I felt it was so time consuming by just thinking about it! He replied:” Don’t have to, you just have to think of “gold triangular pyramid”, and just think of “planting root”, you are done!… Why do you have to think so much!.. Didn’t teacher say that “energy follows your thought, thought leads your energy?”What an awakening sentence!After what he’d said, I eliminated one self-limitation in mind.It is to let the energy flow regardless of what topic to cleanse.
After cleanse, ready to step across!After practicing cleansing and bellow breathing for at least 2-3 months after intermediate level, Shenny invited me for an exchange practice.. I told her “Er, you can practice with my baby, but i’m not ready yet.”God knows that I’m so scared that my mind goes blank again!Until the night before we met, while cleansing during shower, suddenly my mind came across “Are you stupid!? You have no guts to practice, and you don’t even grab the opportunity when people come to you giving you a chance!”Crying out of my own fear and weakness while still showering.The next day we met, I invited Shenny to first practice, then forced myself to also practice with concluding “I don’t know if the message is right”.With much of doubts, the practice ended just like that.A few days after meeting teacher sharing with her my current condition, I got a simple yet effective feedback: “it’s not necessarily to receive images and sounds, don’t compare with others.”Okay, I think i discovered something: I have low confidence, thinking I’m always not doing good enough.. The root cause was fear.Cleanse, self-awareness, deep breath and take the courage to try step forward, eliminate layers by layers, these fears, angers, hates that were all wrapped in me, were actually gifts.I believe.
A month later, I finally got the courage to volunteer myself in taking course-mate’s request to exchange practice.When it’s at the time of appointment, I was extremely nervous and luckily the communication was done on line instead of face-to-face, or else the course-mate will be frightened by my pale face.Identity verification took a long time, but seemed to have a little improvement.At that time in my mind was “accept it if it’s wrong, try again and keep on talking”. Exchanging practice with course-mates has an advantage: they are willing to give you time, a lot of support and encouragement.I found myself a kind who “has more sensation on my body, can feel companion animal’s emotions”, but no matter what message I received, I will convey the feelings to words.Just when I thought “practice once a week” would be just nice for me, advance level course enrollment was then open, I stunned!Don’t always make this kind of joke please (holding chest breathing deeply)The question is: Do I dare?Push or don’t push further?I went all out and registered, started to do practices desperately, seven days a week, work in the day time, do case studies in the night time, at times 2 case studies during weekends.It was really insane!But I felt good after every communication!I think it should be the foundation/base for the past few months that was playing the role in it, my body didn’t feel much burden, and didn’t feel tired being able to go work with full of energy.Followed through companion animal’s emotions release during communication, it’s very comfortable that it led the overall emotional flow.All the tough endurance will transform to gifts at the right moment, and I was then smoothly proceeded to advance level!
[Part Three, What’s Next?]A fruitful three-day advance course, besides absorbing massive new knowledges, healing methods, working with crystals..etc, mostly were: massive cleansing, massive flowing.During my 21-day healing, my father unpredictably admitted to hospital due to stroke and fell. I did not run away from it nor handled with much big reaction. Instead, I chose a softer approach to face my family relationship. I understood that no matter how much I wanted to help my dad for any healing method, or other ways to interfere another life’s freewill, it is all over interfering. Why not just purely “accompany”, “support”, calm myself using stable energy to give unlimited blessings.I watched carefully, aware of my every thought, and also closely observing the people around me.After intermediate level course, my life had welcomed more changes – resignation, house moving, eczema that’s been dragged for half a year, very few case studies….Speaking of here, I can’t help but wanting to wipe off my sweats, phew, how many things have I faced this year? Surprisingly, I “safely” went through everything! Hahahaha~~All these while I didn’t know that I didn’t like to be tied up to work, so I eventually chose to resign.Moving house with loads of small issues, but still satisfied my wish of having my own home., and I learnt: accept love with an open heart so you won’t give love stingily. Back to parents’ home to clean up because of my “addiction of collecting” causing stuffed items at home which were all useless, broken, too old. Everything were thrown and sent away for recycle.Eczema that had been with me for half a year, at serious times the itch was unbearable with unstoppable flow of fluid, insomnia, ups and downs sickness that was frustrating, until a good friend of mine recommended a Chinese medicine centre, I sent myself with full of trust to visit the doctor and believed that everything would be fine, now I’m 90% cured, and my emotions are no longer controlled by the ups and downs of the sickness, in order to firmly be the owner of my own body.When cases came to me, I was no longer panicked, also not wanting to hide or run away. My heart was full of love after every communication, and wonderfully at times I was reminded about something important about myself. Not always, but I cherish every time when it came.Come to think about it, I chose to prioritize how to live better, live happier, love my life, and to live relaxingly.Examine each and every thoughts, but no longer so cautious, instead letting it go right after acknowledging. I learn this!Regardless of whether the thoughts are good or bad, there are actually no good or bad, everything is neutral and flexible. I learn this!Back to myself, back to the origin of love, do best at present, worry about tomorrow’s issue after today. I learn this!Home, is my everything, is the base of my starting point, take good care of my family, take good care of myself. I learn this!Well, I thought I’m here to learn animal communication?YES!!!Then let’s start from communicating with my own heart to learn animal communication!My life journey is still a long way to go!
# Bless whatever that is related to me
# Bless all beautiful souls
# Thank you teacher Yvonne’s leadership
# Thank you companion animal for teaching me love
# Unconditional love