我的初 中 進階課～
My beginner, intermediate and advance course ~ two and half years of winding road
Since young I really love animals especially cats, but my mum was not allowing me to have any pets when I was a kid, until when I got married, first thing after marriage was to have a cat, for the following years, there were different types of animal that keeping me companion as well. When I was living abroad, I watched a TV programme about animal communication, I was shocked that she actually can talk to a horse, I was so envy and so wanted to become like her. After I moved back to Taiwan, at a gathering my friend has given me my senior Leslie’s own published book and she’s telling me that the first story’s main character Mimi is her best friend’s cat. I was so surprised, Taiwan actually also has animal communicators! I straight away went to buy books, and also started to search all about Leslie on the internet and also I attended Leslie’s book signature gathering. Also because of Leslie’s book, I get to know about Yvonne’s animal communication classes and immediately caught my interest to attend the class. I was so happy until going round and round at home after I registered my beginner class, but few days later I was receiving an unexpected bad news from Yvonne saying that: my soul actually wasn’t ready yet for a change, Yvonne suggested me to try register again after awhile or maybe waiting for the next intake of beginner class. I was stunned, felt so disappointed and also a bit of angry. Then I wrote a reply to Yvonne and telling her that I was so disappointed, but anyhow I still thanked her for “her time” to communicate with “my soul”. Haha! At that moment, of course I don’t understand what is the cause of it then only dare to replied sarcastically, and of course I don’t expected to receive any reply from Yvonne, but never thought that Yvonne replied me and also patiently explained to me what is the cause of it. Hence, I continue on following updates from Yvonne, finally I successfully registered for the next intake for the beginner class.
I seriously completed the beginner class, 15days later I completed intermediate class as well. For the whole class, I think there’s only one or two students that couldn’t received any information, and I was one of them. After the intermediate class, I purposely woke up 1-2 hours earlier, go all out to practise the 2 types of breathing methods, with all my strength to do healing and cleansing, I was thinking that if I did it more and did it harder, then I must be able to communicate with animals and be able to listen to the furkids’ thoughts. At the same time, I couraged myself to go for case study, but I dared not looking for my classmates, because everyone of my classmates are superb, the feeling of “only me cannot” making me hold back and didn’t want to admit my own weakness. I only dared to start my case study with my friends who have pets, but still I couldn’t get any clear information and even I felt nothing, until at the end I can only ask question for correct or incorrect, by using breathing method to find out the answer, the whole communication process was a disaster. But my friends they all love me, they didn’t say anything to bring me down, until one day, I did a case study with my friend’s sister in law’s Corgi, all of the answers from me are totally incorrect and totally different direction from the correct answers, from that moment, I was totally knock off and totally out of confident. On that night, I kept away all the animal communication course handouts and off the alarm clock, feel so sad until I don’t want to put on anymore efforts. I don’t really know what else I can do? What I have done wrong? What I did less? Why I have put so much efforts but couldn’t get any rewards? From that time it was only after 2 months of the intermediate class, but I have to give up completely.
Now I realised why at that moment I failed? It is because I too eagerly to get the rewards, I did something and I must get something in return, I put on double efforts and I hope to get double rewards, also every morning when I woke up, I was like an army training, follow exactly what’s on the handouts, very quickly to complete every steps, totally didn’t calm my mind at all (cleansing). What I have done during healing actually didn’t properly clean my inner thoughts, I didn’t see clearly the cause of my problems, dared not face my fear and lack of confidence, also I didn’t ask any help from others. When I first did my case study, I was so nervous and stiff, totally didn’t stay calm at all, how to get the information? Also I have lots of “frames” and I removed them too slow, chakra also got blockage, every little situation adding up and made me disappointed towards animal communication, angry about myself. However, at that moment I still continue to read about teacher’s write up, seniors and classmates’s experience sharing in our animal communication group. Everyone is learning Pendulum and so I go for the class as well, everyone is inviting Andara and I also following the trend, the thoughts of learning animal communication still not completely stopped, little sparks still sparkling deep in my heart.
In this situation has gone past for 2 years until year end of last year and early of this year, senior Nalia started conducting her own beginner class. Before that I did ask Nalia to communicate with my fur baby “QiuQiu”, therefore I did following this senior on her facebook. At that moment, I was thinking that “without any hope” I still let myself to have a chance to go for the class again, if this time fails again I won’t get into animal communication for the rest of my life. Never thought that during the class when we were practising exchange, I had my first obvious and clear feeling, finally can feel that how it feels when you are connected to the animal. Why before that cannot and now can? Because this time I didn’t put any pressure on myself, let myself in a relax state of mind, neither its mentally nor physically; because I put myself on the lowest self esteem, never hope for anything and let go of myself, be at the moment and devoted to learn. That time some of my classmates had learnt Reiki before, and I went to learn also, by thinking that maybe Reiki can help me to clean the blockage of my chakra, then hope that it can help with my animal communication with strong and clearer feelings, if it’s not, then at least I can be healthier, nothing to lose anyway. At senior’s animal communication class, I met a classmate who had problem with a cat that simply wee wee everywhere, hence, I was able to get into animal behaviour healer. Deeply felt that if animal communication can add in behaviour guidance, most probably can solve the problem of getting along between owners and furkids. Behaviour healer is base on the animal instinct as guidance, let their behaviour to adapting the modern living environment by not against their natural behaving.
What a coincidence, when I have finished my senior’s beginner class, Yvonne is going to conduct her intermediate class, I quickly registered for this intermediate revision class, during this intermediate revision class I thoroughly revise again what I have learnt before, and at the same time I did lots of cleansing, seriously did my healing and knock knock knock everyday. At this moment of me already understand what I am cleansing for? What am I doing for source healing? I wasn’t like two years ago that only know how to follow the book, only did what on the physical but not deep into the inner me. Not long after that, Yvonne is going to conduct her advance class, with the few case study I did before, I didn’t think much but I did go ahead for the registration of the class. After that I crazily accepted all case study, within one and a half months I did complete 30 case study. I deeply felt that “if you really wanted to do a thing without any intension, the whole universe will come and help you”, and “inner wisdom” will let yourself know what you need to learn, and the related case study will appear, and you won’t be able to reject. After the advance class, I realised that it’s totally different from what I have imagined. I learnt about the build up of the energy field, the usage of ore, and also focusing on human and furkids’ anatomy, possible problem from the inner child and all sorts of phenomenon and situation, by how to judge, heal and solved. In simple words, it’s about the journey of learning how to heal.
By looking back to this long learning path, even though I did go for senior Nalia’s and Reiki classes, it seems that this unnecessary winding road is the only connection between the given up me and animal communication.
Anyhow, I am still grateful to what destiny has arranged, and let me not out of the learning animal communication’s path. Yvonne always emphasized on “original intension”, my obstacles during the path, and also what inner wisdom has arranged me to learn other things in a correct timing, actually all of these are to let me to move on in the way that suits me best.
Thank you and blessing to animal communication, I will keep moving on this animal communication path.