我的初 中 進階課～
彎彎繞繞的兩年半我從小就很喜歡動物特別是貓，小時候媽媽不准養，一直到我結婚後第一件事就是立刻養貓咪，之後數年分別有不同的動物夥伴陪伴著我。住在國外時看了國外的動物溝通師節目，驚異於她竟然可以跟馬匹對話，覺得好羨慕好嚮往。之後回到台灣因緣際會朋友送了我Leslie學姐出版的書並告訴我書中第一個故事的主角咪咪，就是她好朋友養的貓咪。我非常驚訝，原來台灣也有動物溝通師耶！我立馬衝去買書，而且開始搜尋所有Leslie相關的網路訊息同時參加了簽書會。也因為Leslie的書，我才知道怡芳有開動物溝通的課而且是秒殺。第一次報上初階我高興的在家中轉圈圈，接著沒幾天就接到怡芳傳來的晴天霹靂：我的靈魂還沒有準備好接受改變，怡芳建議我隔一陣子或是試試看下一期再報名。我當下整個傻住，覺得失望極了而且有點生氣。我就回信給怡芳說我很失望，不過還是謝謝她願意”花時間”與”我的靈魂”溝通。哈哈！當時當然不明瞭為何會如此所以才敢酸回去，而且我並沒期待會再收到怡芳的訊息，沒想到怡芳回信給我並耐心解釋了原因。於是我繼續關注怡芳的動態，終於在下一期順利報上名獲准上初階。
我非常認真的上完了初階，15天後接著上完了中階。班上大概只有一兩位同學反應還是接收不到什麼訊息，而我就是其中一個。中階結束後，我每天刻意提早1-2小時起床，拼了命的練習大小風箱還有中脈淨化呼吸法，很用力的源療清理，以為只要我做得夠多夠用力，就一定可以學會動溝聽到毛小孩的心聲。我同時也鼓起勇氣去練習個案，但我不敢找同學，因為同學們每個都好厲害，這種”只有我不行”的感覺讓我裹足不前不想承認自己的無能。我只敢從身邊養寵物的圈外朋友開始練起，但都覺得訊息非常模糊幾乎沒有感應，甚至到最後只能問對或不對，然後用呼吸法去判別答案，一整個慘到不行。但朋友都很愛我，沒有說什麼來打擊我，直到我練習到朋友弟媳養的一隻柯基，所有的答案都不正確而且差距甚遠，我才真正被擊垮完完全全的喪失了信心。當晚我收起了動溝的講義和設定早起的鬧鐘，傷心地不想再做任何努力。我不知道我還能做什麼？我做錯了什麼？少做了什麼？為什麼我這麼努力卻沒有任何回報？這時離上完中階大約才過了2個月而已，我已經全然放棄。
現在我知道當時我為何這麼失敗了？因為我太急太想著要求回報，我做一分就要有一分的回報，做兩分就要有兩分的效果，而且我每天早起後就像是軍事化訓練一般，一分不差按表操課，非常急迫的要去完成每一步動作，根本沒有靜心(淨心)。我所做的源療也沒有真正清理到自己的心念，我看不清楚我的問題癥結點，不敢面對自己的恐懼及缺乏自信，也沒有開口向任何人求助。我當時在練習個案的時候是非常緊張僵硬的，完全沒有放鬆是要如何感應到訊息呢？而且我框架太多拆得很慢，脈輪也還不夠通暢，林林總總的狀態加在一起讓我徹底對動溝失望，對自己生氣。儘管如此，當時我還是繼續在社團中看老師的文章以及學長姐和同學們的經驗分享。大家在學靈擺我也報名上課，大家在邀請安達拉我也跟著追風，想學動溝的念頭一直沒有斷根，小小的火苗隱隱的在心底繼續點燃著。
就這樣子過了2年直到去年底今年初，Nalia學姐開了她自己的初階動溝課。我之前請過Nalia跟裘裘寶貝溝通，因此有追蹤學姐的臉書消息。我當時想著就死馬當活馬醫再給自己一次上課的機會吧，如果真的還是不行我這輩子就再也不碰動溝了。沒想到在課堂上交換練習時，我第一次有了真正清楚明確的感應，終於體會到了原來這就是連上線的感覺啊。為何之前不行現在可以？因為我這次沒給自己壓力，讓自己全然處於放鬆狀態，無論是在心態上還是身體上；因為我把自己打到谷底，不設期待沒給期限把自己交託出去，全心全意的處在當下去感受去學習。當時班上部份同學都學過靈氣，我又跟著跑去報名，想著或許靈氣能夠讓我的脈輪更加通暢，這樣我做動物溝通時的感受能力應該也會變強變清晰，就算真的沒效果的話起碼身體也會變健康，反正沒損失。在學姐的班上還碰到同學家中的花貓有亂尿的問題，因而讓我接觸到動物行為治療師這個領域。深覺如果動物溝通再加上行為導引，應該更能解決大部分飼主和毛孩子相處上的問題。行為治療師是因應著動物的本能去引導，使他們的行為能夠符合現代化家居飼養的環境，而又不違背他們的天性。
接著很巧合的，我上完學姐的初階後，怡芳正好要開中階班，我馬上報名複訓，把中階很紮實的又複習了一遍，同時做了大量的清理，很認真的每天源療還有敲敲敲。此時的我已經真正了解我在清什麼？我在源頭療癒什麼？而不是兩年前的那個只會依樣畫葫蘆，只做表面樣子其實沒有做進內心的我了。接著怡芳要開進階課，我看著手上寥寥無幾的個案數，沒敢想太多就馬上報了名。接著開始瘋狂接個案，在1.5個月內完成了30幾個個案。我深刻體會到”當你真心想做一件事時，整個宇宙都會來幫你”，而”內在智慧”會知道自己需要學習什麼課題，相關的個案會適時自動出現，你不想接都不行。上完進階課後，發現跟我想像的完全不同。學到了能量場體的建立，礦石應用方法，還有針對人類以及毛孩的精微體，以及可能是內在小孩問題的各種現象和狀況，該如何去判斷以及療癒處理。簡單來說，就是一趟療癒學習之旅。
回顧這條漫漫學習路，雖然半路跑去上Nalia學姐的課以及接觸靈氣，這些看似不必要的彎路，卻是當時已經放棄的我與動物溝通之間僅存的連結。我依然感謝命運這樣的安排，讓我始終都走在學習動溝這條路上未曾偏離。怡芳一直強調”初心”，我這一路上的彎彎繞繞，以及內在智慧安排我學習的各項巧合時間點，其實都是讓我以適合自己的方式以及步調往前邁進。
謝謝並祝福動物溝通，我還在這條路上繼續往下走著。
My beginner, intermediate and advance course ~ two and half years of winding road
Since young I really love animals especially cats, but my mum was not allowing me to have any pets when I was a kid, until when I got married, first thing after marriage was to have a cat, for the following years, there were different types of animal that keeping me companion as well. When I was living abroad, I watched a TV programme about animal communication, I was shocked that she actually can talk to a horse, I was so envy and so wanted to become like her. After I moved back to Taiwan, at a gathering my friend has given me my senior Leslie’s own published book and she’s telling me that the first story’s main character Mimi is her best friend’s cat. I was so surprised, Taiwan actually also has animal communicators! I straight away went to buy books, and also started to search all about Leslie on the internet and also I attended Leslie’s book signature gathering. Also because of Leslie’s book, I get to know about Yvonne’s animal communication classes and immediately caught my interest to attend the class. I was so happy until going round and round at home after I registered my beginner class, but few days later I was receiving an unexpected bad news from Yvonne saying that: my soul actually wasn’t ready yet for a change, Yvonne suggested me to try register again after awhile or maybe waiting for the next intake of beginner class. I was stunned, felt so disappointed and also a bit of angry. Then I wrote a reply to Yvonne and telling her that I was so disappointed, but anyhow I still thanked her for “her time” to communicate with “my soul”. Haha! At that moment, of course I don’t understand what is the cause of it then only dare to replied sarcastically, and of course I don’t expected to receive any reply from Yvonne, but never thought that Yvonne replied me and also patiently explained to me what is the cause of it. Hence, I continue on following updates from Yvonne, finally I successfully registered for the next intake for the beginner class.
I seriously completed the beginner class, 15days later I completed intermediate class as well. For the whole class, I think there’s only one or two students that couldn’t received any information, and I was one of them. After the intermediate class, I purposely woke up 1-2 hours earlier, go all out to practise the 2 types of breathing methods, with all my strength to do healing and cleansing, I was thinking that if I did it more and did it harder, then I must be able to communicate with animals and be able to listen to the furkids’ thoughts. At the same time, I couraged myself to go for case study, but I dared not looking for my classmates, because everyone of my classmates are superb, the feeling of “only me cannot” making me hold back and didn’t want to admit my own weakness. I only dared to start my case study with my friends who have pets, but still I couldn’t get any clear information and even I felt nothing, until at the end I can only ask question for correct or incorrect, by using breathing method to find out the answer, the whole communication process was a disaster. But my friends they all love me, they didn’t say anything to bring me down, until one day, I did a case study with my friend’s sister in law’s Corgi, all of the answers from me are totally incorrect and totally different direction from the correct answers, from that moment, I was totally knock off and totally out of confident. On that night, I kept away all the animal communication course handouts and off the alarm clock, feel so sad until I don’t want to put on anymore efforts. I don’t really know what else I can do? What I have done wrong? What I did less? Why I have put so much efforts but couldn’t get any rewards? From that time it was only after 2 months of the intermediate class, but I have to give up completely.
Now I realised why at that moment I failed? It is because I too eagerly to get the rewards, I did something and I must get something in return, I put on double efforts and I hope to get double rewards, also every morning when I woke up, I was like an army training, follow exactly what’s on the handouts, very quickly to complete every steps, totally didn’t calm my mind at all (cleansing). What I have done during healing actually didn’t properly clean my inner thoughts, I didn’t see clearly the cause of my problems, dared not face my fear and lack of confidence, also I didn’t ask any help from others. When I first did my case study, I was so nervous and stiff, totally didn’t stay calm at all, how to get the information? Also I have lots of “frames” and I removed them too slow, chakra also got blockage, every little situation adding up and made me disappointed towards animal communication, angry about myself. However, at that moment I still continue to read about teacher’s write up, seniors and classmates’s experience sharing in our animal communication group. Everyone is learning Pendulum and so I go for the class as well, everyone is inviting Andara and I also following the trend, the thoughts of learning animal communication still not completely stopped, little sparks still sparkling deep in my heart.
In this situation has gone past for 2 years until year end of last year and early of this year, senior Nalia started conducting her own beginner class. Before that I did ask Nalia to communicate with my fur baby “QiuQiu”, therefore I did following this senior on her facebook. At that moment, I was thinking that “without any hope” I still let myself to have a chance to go for the class again, if this time fails again I won’t get into animal communication for the rest of my life. Never thought that during the class when we were practising exchange, I had my first obvious and clear feeling, finally can feel that how it feels when you are connected to the animal. Why before that cannot and now can? Because this time I didn’t put any pressure on myself, let myself in a relax state of mind, neither its mentally nor physically; because I put myself on the lowest self esteem, never hope for anything and let go of myself, be at the moment and devoted to learn. That time some of my classmates had learnt Reiki before, and I went to learn also, by thinking that maybe Reiki can help me to clean the blockage of my chakra, then hope that it can help with my animal communication with strong and clearer feelings, if it’s not, then at least I can be healthier, nothing to lose anyway. At senior’s animal communication class, I met a classmate who had problem with a cat that simply wee wee everywhere, hence, I was able to get into animal behaviour healer. Deeply felt that if animal communication can add in behaviour guidance, most probably can solve the problem of getting along between owners and furkids. Behaviour healer is base on the animal instinct as guidance, let their behaviour to adapting the modern living environment by not against their natural behaving.
What a coincidence, when I have finished my senior’s beginner class, Yvonne is going to conduct her intermediate class, I quickly registered for this intermediate revision class, during this intermediate revision class I thoroughly revise again what I have learnt before, and at the same time I did lots of cleansing, seriously did my healing and knock knock knock everyday. At this moment of me already understand what I am cleansing for? What am I doing for source healing? I wasn’t like two years ago that only know how to follow the book, only did what on the physical but not deep into the inner me. Not long after that, Yvonne is going to conduct her advance class, with the few case study I did before, I didn’t think much but I did go ahead for the registration of the class. After that I crazily accepted all case study, within one and a half months I did complete 30 case study. I deeply felt that “if you really wanted to do a thing without any intension, the whole universe will come and help you”, and “inner wisdom” will let yourself know what you need to learn, and the related case study will appear, and you won’t be able to reject. After the advance class, I realised that it’s totally different from what I have imagined. I learnt about the build up of the energy field, the usage of ore, and also focusing on human and furkids’ anatomy, possible problem from the inner child and all sorts of phenomenon and situation, by how to judge, heal and solved. In simple words, it’s about the journey of learning how to heal.
By looking back to this long learning path, even though I did go for senior Nalia’s and Reiki classes, it seems that this unnecessary winding road is the only connection between the given up me and animal communication.
Anyhow, I am still grateful to what destiny has arranged, and let me not out of the learning animal communication’s path. Yvonne always emphasized on “original intension”, my obstacles during the path, and also what inner wisdom has arranged me to learn other things in a correct timing, actually all of these are to let me to move on in the way that suits me best.
Thank you and blessing to animal communication, I will keep moving on this animal communication path.
