嗨嗨大家好~~我是來自金門、目前住台南工作的莘蒂，大概在前年上完初階、去年怡芳老師生完辰辰後繼續完成中階及進階，目前停留在未繳上21天療癒功課階段，遲遲還沒準備好呈上最後作業的原因還在找尋中XD。
會接觸動物溝通是因為想親自跟金門老家15歲的米克斯狗狗小黑聊上些話，在她慢慢活動力衰退、聽力漸失症狀開始時能傳達愛和謝謝給她，加上在台南住家還有隻超皮好動的八哥鳥(就是路邊、高速公路旁常見那種黑色野鳥)，很需要盡快了解他不受控又脾氣大的原因(身為媽媽已經頻繁被咬手咬嘴唇到無言以對)。
在初階課程懵懵懂懂結束後，剛好接手照顧一小堆社區浪貓。社區鄰居對這些浪貓口出惡言常揚言要毒死他們，當時我還沒成功溝通過任何一個毛孩，情況危急之下豁出去開始教他們如何在我們保護下與社區環境共處，包括不要跳鄰居轎車、使用準備給他們的貓砂不要便溺在鄰居花盆、雨天回家休息睡覺、颱風天趁雨停之際快來吃飯…等等，即使當時不知道會成功與否，大多都能很快獲得改善!!一路上次次驚喜讓我越來越有成就感，現在他們也成了超棒乖貓咪。那時感覺動物溝通若能真正協助浪浪們遠離危險，不是超棒嗎!!
中階課程過程中感覺似懂非懂、好像可以理解又似乎被卡著，有收到訊息又好似是幻想，「自我懷疑」是那陣子最大的清理課題，在中階課程也正式感受到內在智慧和我快樂的內在小孩(感動)。即使中階漸入佳境，現實生活上的變動卻開始鬼打牆，過去不以為是問題在那時卻讓我充滿存疑，「目前生活是我想要的嗎?」、「怎麼感覺哪裡怪怪的?」、「我的方向好像…好像…模糊不清。」在這個狀態下，緣份帶給我一隻生病浪貓，成了我最佳學習夥伴和擁有如同小男朋友般支持的愛。
完成進階課程實習33個個案過程是最直接感受覺察自己的方式，從一開始練習的緊張、壓力、自我懷疑、頭昏腦脹、呼吸緊迫、流動停滯，學習解除壓力、源療調整狀態讓能量流動，到累積個案數量慢慢多時發現自己開始注意與毛孩對話方式、與照顧人傳達方式、是否有協助解決問題、自我情緒是否跟著毛孩起伏…等等，將自己調整在專注集中狀態好好完成溝通，遇到難關或挫折就聽自己內在智慧建議換個方式(曾經與一隻大發脾氣的兔子溝通四次，試到第四次才順利讓兔子開口說話。) 在進階課程裡得到更多好用水晶協助方式，對於本來就愛亂邀水晶的我來說很棒，這讓身邊水晶從單純欣賞變成輔助指引我的好幫手。
動物溝通對於我最深的獲得，是讓自己懂得與毛孩真誠溝通和學習未來生死課題，將刻在心上的收穫以聊天方式和好朋友分享。動物溝通是一個將愛傳達出來的珍貴管道。
以上，是關於學習動物溝通的心得。那麼除了學到動物溝通，真正更深的體悟呢?
曾經我以為自己把自己照顧得很好，有一份家人肯定、客人肯定、自己也肯定的工作，好強著衝勁滿滿學習、將自己打扮漂漂亮亮讓旁人看起來感覺有光鮮體面、學會說著體面不著痕跡的官方說話方式、偶爾說說善意謊言以為自己這樣做才對、在意旁人對我的評價和感覺而容不下誤會誤解、不特別想打入旁人生活圈總感覺我喜歡獨處也愛獨處就可以了、有時為了「我是對的」與他人甚至家人爭執。快三十幾年來，以為這樣的自己好像還不錯。當能量一層一層被開啟，宇宙、天地、內在智慧都前來協助帶動能量流動時，自以為的世界開始瓦解。過程如同挖屎坑一般臭，挖出了一個一個自己也不認同的我，這麼久以來…原來我不愛惜自己。
這兩年多以來接受了臭臭的自己，也在進階課程後辭去正職工作。靠著源療、水晶夥伴、和毛孩幫忙，洗香香浴也一邊學習時時刻刻活在當下。很喜歡現在，畫著畫、跳著舞、書寫與內在智慧的信、回到大自然回到溪水與陽光、學習敞開、學習愛、讓自己樂在投入新人群和互動。我還在挖賽賽坑，樂在其中。
P.S 好愛我的內在智慧，每次與祂通信時祂雄厚的支持都讓我熱淚盈眶。再次謝謝怡芳，謝謝學長姐和同學們，無限感激。
#我到底什麼時後才要教療癒作業阿…..(逃
Hi, everyone, I am Cindy from Kinmen, currently living and working in Tainan. I finished my entry-level class before last year, and intermediated class following with advanced class after Yvonne gave birth of ChenChen. Since I am still looking for my meaning of life, so I have not submitted my last 21-days healing report to teacher yet.
The reason for me to get in touch with animal communication is I wished to talk to my black mix dog, little black, who is 15-years old. While she is getting weak and lost her hearing, I want to tell her how much I love her and appreciate her effort. I also have a naughty starling bird (most common black birds you can find in highways and roadsides,) which keeps biting my fingers and lips. I wanted to figure out why he has such big temper and uncontrollable as soon as possible.
After finished my entry-level class which made me a bit puzzled, I happened to take care of a few stray cats from the community. Neighbors in the community often say evil words threatening to poison the stray cats. At the time, I hadn’t had successfully communicate with any animals. Forced by the dangerous situation, I tried out and started to teach them how to live together with the community in peace under our protection, such as not to jump onto neighbors’ cars, use the cat litter that we prepared for them instead of urinating or defecating in neighbors’ flower pot, come home to sleep and rest in raining days, come back for foods when the rain stops during the typhoon days, etc. Even though I didn’t know if the communication will work or not, the situation appeared to get better pretty fast!! I achieved some greater accomplishments after several surprises during those times, and now they had become awesome great cats. At that time, I thought if animal communication can really help the stray animals out of dangers, wasn’t it wonderful??
During intermediate class, I felt I could understand the teaching materials but at the same time I couldn’t fully understand. I seemed to comprehend but somehow felt stuck. I got messages but in some way it felt like fantasies. “Self-doubt” was the biggest issue to be cleaned at that time. In the intermediate class, I formally and truly felt the inner wisdom and my happy inner child (cheered). While the intermediate phase was getting better, the changes in real life started to become going around in circles. Issues that I didn’t think to be problems in the past made me feel doubtful. “Is this the life that I really want now?” “How come I felt something weird?” “My direction seems… seems to be…obscure.” In this condition, fate brought me a sick stray cat who became my best learning partner and gave me supporting love like a little boyfriend.
The process of finishing the 33 cases for the advance-level class is the most direct way to feel and aware of yourself. From feeling stressed, pressured, self-doubtfulness, dizziness, tight breath, stopping of flow in the beginning of the practice, I began to learn how to relieve stress, use source healing to adjust state and make energy flow. As the amount of the cases increased, I realized that I started to focus on how to communicate with animals, how to convey the message to the caregiver. Thinking about whether I help to solve the problem, or did my emotion go up and down with the animal…etc. Adjust myself in a concentrated, focus condition to finish the communication. When I faced difficulties or felt frustrated, I listened to my inner wisdom’s advice to change a way to communicate (There was once that I tried to communicate with a furious rabbit four times, and not until the forth time did the rabbit want to talk to me).
In the advanced class, I learnt some good methods with the help of crystals. It was wonderful to a person like me who already likes to invite crystals home. This made the crystals around me changed from a thing to appreciate into a great helper to assist and guide me.
The greatest acquisition from animal communication is letting myself to communicate with animals with genuineness and learn about the life and death issue. And also share the profound acquisition with good friends through chatting. Animal communication is a precious channel to express love. The above-mentioned is about the experience of learning animal communication. What about the actual, deeper comprehension besides just learning animal communication?
Once, I thought I did a good job on taking care of myself and had a job that gained recognition by my family, customers and myself. Being emulative to work and learn, dressing up beautiful so that others could feel that I am bright and decent, learning to talk officially, or considered saying some white lies as a right thing to do. I cared about how people judge and feel about me that I couldn’t bear to stand any misunderstanding. I didn’t really want to be part of other people’s life since I had always felt that I like to be alone and would be great and enough for just being alone. Sometimes, I even fought with my family just because I considered that “I am correct”.
Over 30 years, I thought I was doing quite nice. But when the energy is opened layer by layer, when the universe, world and the inner wisdom came to assist and spur the energy flow, the world of arrogance began to collapse. The process was as smelly as digging out a pit that filled with dung. I dug myself out one by one that I didn’t even agree with. I realized that I haven’t cherish myself for so long….
All these two years, I accepted myself who is smelly. And I quit my full-time job after the advanced class. With the help from source healing, crystal partners and the animal, I took showers and became fragrant at the meantime learnt to always live in the moment.
I really like the present condition, drawing, dancing writing letters with inner wisdom, going back to nature, water and sun. Learning to open up, to love and let myself to embrace the joy to involve with new people and interactions. I am still digging out the stinky pit, but I enjoy it.
P.s. I love my inner wisdom so much. His strong, abundant support makes me welled up with tears every time I communicate with Him.
Thanks again to Yvonne, seniors and classmates. Endless gratitude.
