Hi, everyone, I am Cindy from Kinmen, currently living and working in Tainan. I finished my entry-level class before last year, and intermediated class following with advanced class after Yvonne gave birth of ChenChen. Since I am still looking for my meaning of life, so I have not submitted my last 21-days healing report to teacher yet.
The reason for me to get in touch with animal communication is I wished to talk to my black mix dog, little black, who is 15-years old. While she is getting weak and lost her hearing, I want to tell her how much I love her and appreciate her effort. I also have a naughty starling bird (most common black birds you can find in highways and roadsides,) which keeps biting my fingers and lips. I wanted to figure out why he has such big temper and uncontrollable as soon as possible.
After finished my entry-level class which made me a bit puzzled, I happened to take care of a few stray cats from the community. Neighbors in the community often say evil words threatening to poison the stray cats. At the time, I hadn’t had successfully communicate with any animals. Forced by the dangerous situation, I tried out and started to teach them how to live together with the community in peace under our protection, such as not to jump onto neighbors’ cars, use the cat litter that we prepared for them instead of urinating or defecating in neighbors’ flower pot, come home to sleep and rest in raining days, come back for foods when the rain stops during the typhoon days, etc. Even though I didn’t know if the communication will work or not, the situation appeared to get better pretty fast!! I achieved some greater accomplishments after several surprises during those times, and now they had become awesome great cats. At that time, I thought if animal communication can really help the stray animals out of dangers, wasn’t it wonderful??
During intermediate class, I felt I could understand the teaching materials but at the same time I couldn’t fully understand. I seemed to comprehend but somehow felt stuck. I got messages but in some way it felt like fantasies. “Self-doubt” was the biggest issue to be cleaned at that time. In the intermediate class, I formally and truly felt the inner wisdom and my happy inner child (cheered). While the intermediate phase was getting better, the changes in real life started to become going around in circles. Issues that I didn’t think to be problems in the past made me feel doubtful. “Is this the life that I really want now?” “How come I felt something weird?” “My direction seems… seems to be…obscure.” In this condition, fate brought me a sick stray cat who became my best learning partner and gave me supporting love like a little boyfriend.
The process of finishing the 33 cases for the advance-level class is the most direct way to feel and aware of yourself. From feeling stressed, pressured, self-doubtfulness, dizziness, tight breath, stopping of flow in the beginning of the practice, I began to learn how to relieve stress, use source healing to adjust state and make energy flow. As the amount of the cases increased, I realized that I started to focus on how to communicate with animals, how to convey the message to the caregiver. Thinking about whether I help to solve the problem, or did my emotion go up and down with the animal…etc. Adjust myself in a concentrated, focus condition to finish the communication. When I faced difficulties or felt frustrated, I listened to my inner wisdom’s advice to change a way to communicate (There was once that I tried to communicate with a furious rabbit four times, and not until the forth time did the rabbit want to talk to me).
In the advanced class, I learnt some good methods with the help of crystals. It was wonderful to a person like me who already likes to invite crystals home. This made the crystals around me changed from a thing to appreciate into a great helper to assist and guide me.
The greatest acquisition from animal communication is letting myself to communicate with animals with genuineness and learn about the life and death issue. And also share the profound acquisition with good friends through chatting. Animal communication is a precious channel to express love. The above-mentioned is about the experience of learning animal communication. What about the actual, deeper comprehension besides just learning animal communication?
Once, I thought I did a good job on taking care of myself and had a job that gained recognition by my family, customers and myself. Being emulative to work and learn, dressing up beautiful so that others could feel that I am bright and decent, learning to talk officially, or considered saying some white lies as a right thing to do. I cared about how people judge and feel about me that I couldn’t bear to stand any misunderstanding. I didn’t really want to be part of other people’s life since I had always felt that I like to be alone and would be great and enough for just being alone. Sometimes, I even fought with my family just because I considered that “I am correct”.
Over 30 years, I thought I was doing quite nice. But when the energy is opened layer by layer, when the universe, world and the inner wisdom came to assist and spur the energy flow, the world of arrogance began to collapse. The process was as smelly as digging out a pit that filled with dung. I dug myself out one by one that I didn’t even agree with. I realized that I haven’t cherish myself for so long….
All these two years, I accepted myself who is smelly. And I quit my full-time job after the advanced class. With the help from source healing, crystal partners and the animal, I took showers and became fragrant at the meantime learnt to always live in the moment.
I really like the present condition, drawing, dancing writing letters with inner wisdom, going back to nature, water and sun. Learning to open up, to love and let myself to embrace the joy to involve with new people and interactions. I am still digging out the stinky pit, but I enjoy it.
P.s. I love my inner wisdom so much. His strong, abundant support makes me welled up with tears every time I communicate with Him.
Thanks again to Yvonne, seniors and classmates. Endless gratitude.